juan found her job
WATCH it u know??
i mean tads the shop name larh...
no companionship for me ler...
going to bored to death one day
today..
i mean now...
im sitting in the school library
glazing out the windows.. and saw the gloomy sky
and listenin to the song JU HUA TAI by Jay Chou..
i felt a little sad while lookin at the sky n listening to the song...
my heart seems bit... sad plus quiet...
i wonder why life is like tad..
why am i so lazy..
why i cannot control this n that...
why i cannot just lead life more fulfillingly...
isnt it amazing to occupy ur life wit events??
but sumthings.. this events really got me so tired..
i keep my gaming lifestyle,
i have events,
i have school... i wan life so much
that i really miss so much in life...
i wan open up n see more to the world...
suddenly... i feel im just so small...
why why why... why life is so unfair..
why i cannot NOT be tired...
i dun wish to slp...
i hope der is more time to complete everything...
i wish der is more n more time....
i wan complete driving...
i wan complete projects...
i wan play games...
i need to study...
currently my time is onli occupied by
projects, driving and lots of gaming
where has my time gone for studying??
i think im gonna repeat yr 2
why do i have to make myself in such a pathetic situation??
why?? i also dunno!
haix... k larh... back to my project n will stop staring at the gloomy sky...
but wil continue my music~~ Jay chou - JU HUA TAI...
this song... really makes me think...
