okie...
bloggin & bloggin
wad inspired me to blog again??
well i saw this old friend's blog...(sumone who is my junior)
and his blog is bout his life...
and his gf of course =]
and i didnt expect the relationship to last so well with his family & her family...
i tot they might break sooner or later..
to my amazement today...
i was stunned that they are still together...
ironically enough im laughing.. =p
honestly i was thinking back bout my relationships..
why do i have to always bring problems in my relationship
why do i have to have so many difficulties in relationships
YES, relationship is sweet... BUT for my case...
its always like cannot last or wad so eva..
i discovered that the problem does not lies in the other party...
the problem lies totally in me...
and have to admit that maybe its not time for me to be happy & carefree bout relationships
im still young...
life still long...
why do i always trouble & think bout things that is so mind bobbling...
GOSH~~~
honestly.. i decided to put relationship behind as my parents are not supportive of me going on relationship.... its said to harm me...
stupidly, i rather folow their saying...
i mean now... though life is much quieter without any guys...
and life is less aimless.. <--- no guys im aiming
im just like a daggling person...
i believe.....
im unable to lead this kind of happiness yet...
everyone happiness has the right time to come...
i think mine is not soon at all...
im certain of it
i believe that
no matter where u go...
u will try to find happiness in wadeva u do...
right now.. im just leading that kind of lifestyle...
im willing to wait for my turn...
1yr
2yrs
3yrs
4 yrs.... i dunno....
maybe 5 beautiful years....
but i will be happy leading my life fullest alone =]
cos i know my friends OUT DER!!
u all are supportive =]
and thank u all for lending a listening ear when i need =]
i knoe i complain alot at times... haha
but thank u pple who enter my life n listen to me complaining shyt things
lol...
being single....
the grass looks greener..
the sky seems to be of a brighter blue...
i tend to look at things at a more detailed view..
maybe cos im too free =]
cheers pple!
CHEERS ^^
~~regards
Celeste
(sounds like CRAP wad i said above)
